Something to pounder….

November 25, 2008 at 3:00 pm (life, relationship, thoughts)

We have to realize that love is not enough to make the relationship work. We need trust, respect, time, effort and total commitment. If a person does not show respect, does not earn you’re trust and cannot keep a promise, then no matter how many times they say ” I LOVE YOU”, those words will be empty! Take time to listen to what they don’t say. Take time to look at what they don’t show because there are secrets hidden beneath their words. So do not let passion but wisdom decide for you. Love wisely because it’snever easy to love and get hurt…..

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In time

November 11, 2008 at 3:27 pm (Love, hurting, life, relationship)

I’m feeling much better now

And soon I’ll be totally over you

I know I can’t forget you

But I can forget all the feelings

I used to have for you

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Same ground

September 16, 2008 at 3:24 pm (Love, life, relationship)

I thought I was already okay. That I won’t be affected whatever I will hear or learn about you. Yes, I still love you, but I thought I already accepted that you have someone new in your life. I guess I was wrong.

I saw pictures of you with her today. I didn’t noticed I was already crying while looking at your pictures. She seems so happy and inlove. I should be the one in those pictures. I should be the one feeling happy and inlove. I should be the one in your arms. I should be the one in her place. But where I am now? Here, alone, crying, asking so many what if’s.

Seeing pictures of you with her made me realize one thing, I’m still hurting.

But I need to be strong or at least pretend to be strong. Act as if nothing is wrong.

Broken Heart

Broken Heart

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To you,

September 11, 2008 at 3:12 am (Love, life, relationship, thoughts)

Though I still love you, I need to end this. If I really want to move on with my life, I need to do this. I know I have promised you that we will be friends. I have promised you to still communicate with you. I did promise you that because I was still holding on to your words when you said that you still me love. That you still care for me. But the way I see it now, I don’t think that you still love me. I don’t think that I still matter to you. I don’t think that you still care for me. Its hurting me so much to know that you are moving on with your life. It hurts so much to know that you can’t resist her.

I sacrifice a lot for you. I gave everything for you. I did everything for you. But I guess thats not enough. I don’t regret anything that I did. If I will have a chance to do it again, I would still do everything because I love you so much eventhough I know that our end will be like this.

Time for me to move on and have my own life. You have yours now, and I think you’re loving it. I need to cut all our means of communication. I need to delete everything i have to communicate with. Sorry but I really need to do it, coz as long as i have them there will be an urge to talk to you, and I know I can’t resist it. If your name don’t exist in my emails, networking group or anything like that, I don’t have a way to reach you. I need you to be out of my system.

Sorry if I am breaking my promise. I just need to do this for my sake. Goodbye.

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happy thoughts?

September 8, 2008 at 2:45 am (Love, hurting, life, music, relationship, thoughts)

Do I really need a happy thought so I can fly?

What if all my thoughts are negative?

Just that mean I can’t fly?

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I’ll never get over you getting over me

September 7, 2008 at 12:18 pm (hurting, life, music, relationship)

I can relate to this song…

I wish I’ll be over this phase soon…

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September 2, 2008 at 4:53 am (Love, hurting, life, relationship, thoughts)

i hate you for making me feel this way

i hate you for making me believe there is something special in us

i hate you coz showed me love

i hate you for treating me this way

i hate myself for believing in you

i hate myself coz i still love you

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promises broken

August 31, 2008 at 1:42 am (Love, hurting, life, music, relationship, thoughts)

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August 16, 2007 at 10:35 am (Work, hurting, iraq, life, personal)

Is it an ordinary thing for a woman to be accused of being a whore?

That at one point in her life she will have that humiliating experience?

That happened almost a week ago. I just can get over it.

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Huggies…

August 8, 2007 at 8:48 am (Love, life, thoughts)

ever wonder why whenever you feel
down, simple hugs and touches could
mean so much?

that’s because skin-to-
skin contact stimulates nerves that
send happy signals to your brain by
increasing levels of serotonin, your
body’s natural anti-depressant.

HUGS can HEAL!!

so HUG someone more often..

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