In time

November 11, 2008 at 3:27 pm (Love, hurting, life, relationship)

I’m feeling much better now

And soon I’ll be totally over you

I know I can’t forget you

But I can forget all the feelings

I used to have for you

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happy thoughts?

September 8, 2008 at 2:45 am (Love, hurting, life, music, relationship, thoughts)

Do I really need a happy thought so I can fly?

What if all my thoughts are negative?

Just that mean I can’t fly?

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I’ll never get over you getting over me

September 7, 2008 at 12:18 pm (hurting, life, music, relationship)

I can relate to this song…

I wish I’ll be over this phase soon…

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stucked on you

September 2, 2008 at 11:36 am (Love, hurting, relationship)

i do try to be busy

to take you off from my mind

but no matter what i do

i can’t think of anything but you

why do i need to go all through this

i just want to forget you and go on with my life

i don’t need anyone to tell me what i should do

coz i know what i need to do

but no matter how hard i try

part of me still hoping somehow

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September 2, 2008 at 4:53 am (Love, hurting, life, relationship, thoughts)

i hate you for making me feel this way

i hate you for making me believe there is something special in us

i hate you coz showed me love

i hate you for treating me this way

i hate myself for believing in you

i hate myself coz i still love you

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promises broken

August 31, 2008 at 1:42 am (Love, hurting, life, music, relationship, thoughts)

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August 16, 2007 at 10:35 am (Work, hurting, iraq, life, personal)

Is it an ordinary thing for a woman to be accused of being a whore?

That at one point in her life she will have that humiliating experience?

That happened almost a week ago. I just can get over it.

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only reminds me of you ( music video )

July 7, 2007 at 5:14 am (Love, hurting, life, music)

i really like this song… 

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only reminds me of you

July 3, 2007 at 6:34 am (Love, hurting, life, music, thoughts)

this is the poem on the music video of MYMP’s version of ” only reminds me of you “.  full of emotions. full of sadness…

 

A song of anticipation follows
black leather of footsteps
seconded by the pitter pattering
of
 a fist-sized machine
I am jailed by your memory
these bars of sunlight
and walls of scented smoke
and brown woods with picture frames
of evening coffee stains and cherry lipgloss
mend spaces at the back of my head
eventually, present becomes a cage
I, arrest this bird fearing fly
and longingly said to return
 

 

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June 28, 2007 at 11:16 am (Love, hurting, life, relationship, thoughts)

” Minsan, pasaway talaga ang tao, hindi mo naman inaaya, darating at sasali sa mundo mo. Ang masakit, kung kelan apektado ka na sa kanya, saka pa sya aalis tangay ang mundong dating sa iyo lang. “

Kinatok mo ang puso ko, pinatuloy kita. Pero tumigil ka sa pinto, nag-isip ka pa yata! Tanong ko lang, tutuloy ka pa ba? Kasi, hindi na ako magpapapasok pa ng iba kapag nasa loob ka na. ”

” In the cruel world of love, I’ve learned that promises aren’t contracts, kisses aren’t assurance, sweet words aren’t guarantees, big hugs aren’t bonds and that nothing is permanent in this life. One day, he’s mine, the next day, he’s gone. Last night he was sweet, the next morning, he’s insensitive. Yesterday, I cried, tonight, I despair, but tomorrow, I’ll be strong. I’ve tried so hard, it still seems not enough. Life is so unfair! “

” Just because I come off a little strong doesn’t mean that nothing’s wrong. “ 

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