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This is the journal of an ordinary girl with an ordinary dreams. Her thoughts, emotions, fantasies, and dreams in life. Her journey while fulfilling her dreams and happiness. Her search for the missing part of the puzzle.
Also a collection of stories that touched her heart and made a difference in her life…
This might seem weird but since i was a little kid i always wanted to be a princess.. and ryt now as im getting older im still wanting to be a princess..
i really am.. in my heart something is telling me no to give up on that hope, but i dont know, i can dream of being a Princess, but lets face it do u think it will ever happen to me? im just an ordinary asian girl living in America, waiting for a dream to come true..
It really feels like i dont think it will ever come true because look at me.. i have never had a boyfriend, i never had a first kiss and everyone thinks im just this kid that skip 2 grades which i did but they dont know the real story.. people know me as the morning announcement girl because i do the morning announcement at my school and all.. im only in high school.. and when will my dream of becoming a Princess come true? It seems like it wont come true at all, because what kind of Prince would want to go on a date with me, or marry me right? Why am i like this, in my school i feel like im the only girl having this crazy feeeling that someday im gonna be a Princess. but if im having that crazy feeling, then why isnt it happening to me, why isnt there a Prince for me? when will these dream of mine come true?
we have the same dream, cherie, though maybe I am older than you by 7 years or more, the thought of being a princess is still with me. I am still dreaming of having a ” they live happily ever after” ending.
I had my first boyfriend when I was already 21 years old, I thought back then that he was the one that I am waiting for, my prince or my knight in shining armour, 21 years of waiting for him is worth while, but after 9 months, it turned out that I was wrong, he was not the one for me.
after that failed relationship, I am more scared in entering into another relationship again. afraid that in the end, I will be left alone, hurting and crying. even now that someone is treating me special, I just can’t help but be afraid and scared.
I envy those who are not afraid to fall in love, and take the risk of hurting. I envy those who have been hurt once, twice or more but still willing to try it again, I wish I could be like them. I envy those who found their true love.
bit by bit, I am preparing myself in living my life alone forever, I mean being single forever, but deep in my heart, I am still wishing that my fairytale ending will come true.
hi princess,
what you wrote touched me.
I’ve lived a lot more than you, and as a man I should be able to tell you something about the prince thing, but its not so easy…
Maybe the best thing is this: we attract the events and people that corrrespond to us. The one person you can (just maybe) change is yourself. So, work at your inner princess - the more you become her, the closer you will be to attracting a true prince.
Do you know the one about the princess who couldn’t sleep because of the pea which she could feel through the thickness of a dozen mattresses?
It’s about sensitivity: the true princess is the most sensitive girl there is - and being sensitive cuts both ways - the ability to be happy is all the greater, but when sadness comes, you feel it so much more intensely. The ordinary girl finds ways to shut down, dull all the feelings. The princess remains open no matter what.
I wish you well on your journey.
hi 94stranger!
would you care to read my post.
” The ordinary girl finds ways to shut down, dull all the feelings. The princess remains open no matter what. ”
I wanted to reply on your comment but I found it too long to put it here.
thanks for dropping by.
Princess - just want to acknowledge that I read your post. Will find time to respond but can’t now.
This world favours the hard people - think what hell it is for all the kids - or almost all.
Later…