Princess Journal

Though I still love you, I need to end this. If I really want to move on with my life, I need to do this. I know I have promised you that we will be friends. I have promised you to still communicate with you. I did promise you that because I was still holding on to your words when you said that you still me love. That you still care for me. But the way I see it now, I don’t think that you still love me. I don’t think that I still matter to you. I don’t think that you still care for me. Its hurting me so much to know that you are moving on with your life. It hurts so much to know that you can’t resist her.

I sacrifice a lot for you. I gave everything for you. I did everything for you. But I guess thats not enough. I don’t regret anything that I did. If I will have a chance to do it again, I would still do everything because I love you so much eventhough I know that our end will be like this.

Time for me to move on and have my own life. You have yours now, and I think you’re loving it. I need to cut all our means of communication. I need to delete everything i have to communicate with. Sorry but I really need to do it, coz as long as i have them there will be an urge to talk to you, and I know I can’t resist it. If your name don’t exist in my emails, networking group or anything like that, I don’t have a way to reach you. I need you to be out of my system.

Sorry if I am breaking my promise. I just need to do this for my sake. Goodbye.

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