Princess Journal

If ever I have a time machine or a time turner or anything that can make me turn back the time,  I want to turn back the time where everything was so simple. Where I am still young, innocent and so naive with almost everything. Where life is not yet complicated. Where I could do mistakes as many as I could and I could blame it for being young and innocent and inexperience. Where I thought I had the right to be stubborn because I am young. Where most of my treasured memories came from. Where I experienced most of my firsts. I want to turn back the time, turn it back during my high school days.

Who can forget their high school years? The fun, the craziness, the insanity and the joy of being young. The crazy ideas and silly thoughts of a young mind. The carefree days of being a teenager.The memories with friends, the laughters and the tears that were shared with them. The not-so good things that we did, but can get away with it because we are underage. Who can forget their first crush, their first love or maybe their first kiss too?  Their first heartache and heartbreak? The memories of their young love? Who was not excited with their JS Prom? Who didn’t spend a lot of time looking for the right dress, the right accessories to match the dress, and the right shoes to wear for the Prom? Who didn’t anticipate that their crush will ask them to dance? Who didn’t cut a class, had a fight with a teacher or a classmate.

I miss my high school life. I miss the things that I used to do back then. And most specially, I miss my friends. Friends whom I shared all the memories of high school. Yeah, until now we remain friends. But there’s a difference between now and then. Now that we know life is not as simple as we thought. Now that we have more and bigger responsibilities. That the time we can spend to each other is getting less and less, because each of us is living our own life. Each of us has our own set of priorities, yes, now that we learned how to prioritized things. Now that we learned that life is as complex as the chemistry formula that we can’t solved.  

Though I know the friendship that we have, even with less time to spend to each other, will always be there no matter what. I just can’t help to think and wish to bring back the time. So even just for a while, I could forget being an adult and be young at heart again.